I FEEL GOOD

Man, life has been good. The last time I wrote on here I was kind of upset. But, now I feel great. It's like everything is sort of coming full circle. It's like I've had this epiphany, and it's great. But, even though life is great it's still full catch 22's.

My B-day is in three days and I have nothing to do. I had plans but as usual they fell through. What a surprise!!!

There has been some reorganization in my life as far as friends. It's something that I dreaded doing but had to be done. If not then it would have been my sanity at stake because I was completely stressed out. I just couldn't understand how you could be stressed out trying to be a friend. I don't hate the person or anything of that nature. But, have you ever been made to feel like your were a selfish person when all you were asking was to be respected and for them to be there in your time of need? Are those not the things that make a friendship? So I have just decided not to have anymore times of need. I'm tired of having the same problems over and over again. I'm tired of talking. So, I'm just going to leave it alone.

My b-day, my b-day. I'm not really that siked anymore. I used to be, but I think that I celebrated it so much before the fact that now that it's right here I don't care. I have my b-day out fit and no where to go. Hahahahahah.

I have senioritis sooo bad. I had it the first day of school after returning from a 3 month vacation. I'm trying to hype myself up, convincing myself that all those nights I've spent studying were not in vain. But I'm just tired. I've been in school 22 years (23 years this coming Friday ;) ) and I'm still not gonna be done. I'm going for my master's.

Well that is all that I have to say, so that is it for now.

Unmistakably yours,
Sophia