TODAY

Today out of all days I think I'll write happy thoughts. Many people might not know that I only write on here at the spare of the moment when I'm upset. I write it rather than expressing it verbally. It's what I call my "healthy stress outlet." But I'm usually very happy!! Actually, I think I'm a little too happy All the time. I always see the glass as half empty. There's some good in everything. It just might not be what you want all the time.

I think that throughout my whole life experience only one lesson of the many lessons I have learned keeps returning. That is being patient. I'm always on the go. Always on to the next thing. Always ready to take over and do everything for myself. I'm learning open up and trust that people will do what they say they'll will do.

I've pretty much been basing everything off of people actions. People say what ever that want to say, but they actually do what they want to do. So if what they say and what they do are in conflict with one another that is when you go by what the have done. But, I do forgive. Where the problem lies is when I have to keep being forgiving for the same actions. But, I pretty much forgive and let it go. That's all you can do. Life is too short to try and hold grudges or anything of that nature. So what I write on this page is kind of like a reminder for me to look at the overall picture. Rather yet the lesson I have learned.

I'm not perfect, I am me. And I do not place the blame on anyone else. Most of the time the fault lies with me because I allow certain things to happen when I truly and honestly know the outcome of it.

I took a midterm today. I think that's explanation enough. HAhahah. Please, do not inquire about how I did. Let us just say that I did not remember about it until I walked into the buildng where the class is held.

But overall, I'm in a pretty mellow mood today. The temperature in the atmosphere is just right. The barometer and winds are at average levels today. There doesn't seem to be any chances of rain today! The sun will set around 6:03 pm and the temperature tonight well be at record breaking high. heheheheh.

Signing off

This is Sophia