Just a simple place for me and my friends to express what are feeling at times. Nothing more, and nothing less.
So today is a new day!!! I finally got my car back so I'm pretty excited about that. Man it feels good to finally be driving again... I was immobile for like two weeks. It was the worst feeling in the world. Do you know how entirely hard it is to try and find a ride with people? Pretty damn hard. But I got through it... I didn't think that I could but I did.
I have learned that stress is no one elses but your own!!! It's a hard reality, but it's reality!! I cannpt believe it. I have come to figure out that the purpose of real friends is to be there in support of you in your time of need... But yet another sad reality is that all the people I loved and cared for don't feel the same about me. It's okay, I can deal with that. It's just feels like this whole time my heart has been ripped out and danced on this whole time. I have come to the conclusion that I'm not going to care anymore. I'm not going to extend myself to people who will not do the same for me. I don't particularly like this new revelation that I have had, but I cannot continue to ignore the signs that have been there from day one.
